The PIN to my keycard is wrong

I’m finding that I have no choice but to learn to unlove

Such foreign concept

feels more wrong than 

severing a limb sans justification

Feels like losing a crucial part of myself

Feels amphibian 

damp 

cold 

Sun shouldn’t grace these bounds

You cannot pray to God here

Not selfless

just 

less self

more darkness

No more starlight kisses this glossy skin

There are no more moons

only infinite night 

in an infinite desert

plagued by less of me

and dehydration

I noticed my fingerprints are fading

and my ankles are giving out

unwilling to carry this dwindling load

where sleeping 

forevermore 

feels right

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